Walked 5 hours around city today… passed a few places where memories have been locked at… sometimes still could feel the ache.
Anw, flying home in 2 days and my surgery is in 7 days :) I will be fine!!!
Btw, I somehow found myself very well today haha which is a good thing :) had a chance to see my medic mum and talked to her a bit as I had flaked her yesterday since I was feeling ill!!! Glad that mum is doing well as well :P
A bit hard to sleep atm, my consultants said its normal so just take my sleeping pills as recommended… well I took the max recommended dose but I am still here and cant feel like going to bed soon…
I need to I need to!!! I need to be strong enough for the surgery!!!! Fighting fighting!!!
Good night the world!
P/s : I bought a pair of heels today. No matter what ppl say, I like heels and I will wear them x